Fan Mail

can you believe it?
a whole decade has gone by
since I dropped my first album
man, time flies
where does it go?
nobody knows
I appreciate you all for comin’
to the shows
just to get front row
so that I can see your sign
showin’ up hours early
didn’t even mind
‘cause when I hit the stage
nothing else mattered
we were on Cloud Nine
‘til my dreams got shattered
felt like the
spotlight faded overnight
I can only blame myself
‘cause I fed into the hype
couldn’t admit it hurt
the game was so intense
they threw dirt on my name
but you came to my defense
some abandoned ship
but you stuck around
even supported the projects
I put out underground
as far as my career
it’s like I crash and survived
all these years it was you
that kept my passion alive
you’re more than just a fan to me x3
I think of you as family
they talk about it
like it was just yesterday
overwhelmed by the love
that they sent my way
you know what blows my mind
when they say
Jin, I remember
I was in the 7th grade
I used to watch you every week
I was so amazed
up there to compete
man, it felt like I
was on that stage
and when you got signed
I got signed too
yeah, that’s why
I’ll always stand behind you
see that was something
I was not prepared for
still figurin’ things out for myself
therefore
all the songs
about gettin’ drunk
and smokin’ up
never crossed my mind
the messages you were soakin’ up
didn’t realize where I was
‘til I was in it
truth is
that was never me to begin with
hopefully we’ll be
and we’ll both see
how we’ve come
such a long way
you’re more than just a fan to me x3
I think of you as family
let’s connect
that’s exactly why I came
showin’ love
want a hug
take a picture
sign my name
sure thing
as long as I ain’t in a hurrry
can always retake it
if the picture looks blurry
hands shakin’
hey, no need to be nervous
take a deep breath “huh”
none of us are perfect
I know you
might have expectations
but I’m just a man
not to be idolized
I hope you understand
so feel free
to take me off that pedestal
now there’s a better view
we have lots in common
and all of it is real
share the same emotions
that life can make you feel
your support is unconditional
they don’t understand it
between me and you
I will not take it for granted
reach out anytime
send a email
nofanzone
that’s my Gmail
you’re more than just a fan to me x3
I think of you as family
ahh yeaah